I choose to live
So much for the tricky road
Remains unknown
I choose to live
No shining lights ahead
They hide from stream
Dropping soft soft soft the tears
Of past times and crushed dead dreams
No matter how long it seems
This day, this bright night, i choose to live
With my Face in my hands
And the spirits lost within
Not for you, not even for me
If i come back, i choose to live
I choose to live when my fears rise
I choose to breathe when fear subsides
I choose to live with fear no more
I choose to breathe and i fear trust
Crumbling fierce fierce fierce the plea
Of letting go what is not here
No matter if my body shrinks
This shell, this fearing soul, i choose to live
I choose to live
I choose to live
So much for the road
That has the stream
I choose to live
No shining lights
No precious nights
No will to breathe
So on and on,
When it is night, when my fears rise
Besides myself, i say amen
Besides our past and all that was
So on and on,
In a neverending path
At last my love
Against my will, against my dreams
For once and all… i choose to leave.